DuskBeforeDead

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…most of us grew up in a pretty sterile environment, it’s all pretty much peaches and cream, flowers, everything’s nice, ignore all the bad stuff; the world is just not like that. The sooner people get to the point that they realize the ugly stuff is just as important as the beautiful stuff. We can get on with evolving.
Maynard James Keenan

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RUSLANA KOSHUNOVA- The beauty who died to young

On June 28, 2008 at around 2:30 p.m., Korshunova died after falling from the ninth-floor balcony of her apartment at 130 Water Street in Manhattan’sFinancial District. Police stated there were no signs of a struggle in her apartment and concluded that Korshunova’s death was an apparent suicide, although no suicide note was found. She was 20 years old.

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The Office and the Park Bench

There is a woman outside my office window. Enjoying her life; relaxing underneath the warm sun. She is Sunning herself on a one of our makeshift park benches completely unattached to the world around her. Wholly unaware that while lying there, crowds of tourists are walking past her, with their judging eyes upon her.  In this moment, she is completely free. Dreaming, analyzing, meditating; whatever it is, it is her own.  I watch from my cold air-conditioned office, the walls seem to close around me. For an instant, I feel a bit enraged at this contingency; I feel caged and  I envy her freedom. Though the anger passes almost as soon as it comes and now all I feel is an overwhelming since of beauty that seems to transcend me to where she is.  I can almost feel the warmth of the sun upon my skin, feel the breeze blow threw my hair, hear the birds in the plumerea trees above my head. As I watch her, she brings her chocolate color blouse up so that her stomach peaks out. Her body is not the type you would see on the cover of a vogue magazine but instead it is very ordinary and pale in the bright sunlight.  But to me at this moment I have never seen anyone or anything more beautiful. I look back at my computer screen and feel that drabbery of the office setting in. When I look over my shoulder to enjoy her once more, She is no longer there. The park bench is empty and somehow, regardless of the direct sunlight upon the bench, it appears cold and lifeless… What a moment, that has come and gone. 

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Played by Jerry with Old And In The Way, following the Rolling Stones’ 

Childhood livingIs easy to doThe things that you wantedWell I bought them for youGraceless ladyYou know who I amYou know I can’t let youSlide through my handsChorusWild horsesCouldn’t drag me awayWild, wild horsesWe’ll ride them some day 
I watched you sufferA dull aching painAnd now you’ve decidedTo show me the sameNo sweeping exitsOr off-stage linesCould make me feel bitterOr treat you unkind[chorus]I know I’ve dreamed youA sin and a lieNow I have my freedomBut I don’t have much timeFaith has been brokenTears must be criedLet’s do some living After we die[chorus]Wild, wild horsesWe’ll ride them someday

Played by Jerry with Old And In The Way, following the Rolling Stones’ 

Childhood living
Is easy to do
The things that you wanted
Well I bought them for you

Graceless lady
You know who I am
You know I can’t let you
Slide through my hands

Chorus
Wild horses
Couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses
We’ll ride them some day


I watched you suffer
A dull aching pain
And now you’ve decided
To show me the same

No sweeping exits
Or off-stage lines
Could make me feel bitter
Or treat you unkind

[chorus]

I know I’ve dreamed you
A sin and a lie
Now I have my freedom
But I don’t have much time

Faith has been broken
Tears must be cried
Let’s do some living
After we die

[chorus]
Wild, wild horses
We’ll ride them someday

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I found this photo and fell in love. I can’t remember who it is bye.. If I come across the photographer I will tag them in.

I found this photo and fell in love. I can’t remember who it is bye.. If I come across the photographer I will tag them in.

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He who would learn to fly one day must first learn to stand and walk and run and climb and dance; one cannot fly into flying.
Friedrich Nietzsche